Isabella von Weissenberg- Squat, three times my body weight!

ivweissenberg- YES. Squat three times my body weight. Weighed 66.8 kg before the session. 200.5 kg on the bar. (First I loaded wrong and I unintentionally did 195.5kg, missing a 5kg plate on one side Anywayz .. I actually don’t know how to feel about this set right now. Happy? Satisfied? It feels a bit surreal. It’s been one of those long time goals of mine that have seemed almost too big to even dare dream about, you know? Yet lately my training has become less and less goal focused, to be honest. To a certain extent at least. I’ve almost detached myself from the ”specialness” of certain numbers (making the weights fly a lot easier let me tell you). Focus has switched more to how I utilize my state of mind, both in and out of training. I’m trying hard to figure it out. Break the code. How to be in the zone, no matter what. Don’t know if that makes sense, but it is how it is. Video #2- First time pulling over 500lbs.